Never lets me forget.
Regretful and embarrassed and sorry.
They won't tell. They forgive. They tearfully remind.
They let it go away.
I hope. It is my hope. Hope I hold.
That they will not be hurt forever because of my thoughtlessness.
If i'd've only thought.
I scroll through and stare and feel it deeply. I close my eyes and the pain is inside. I'll do it differently next time.
Just look at their perfect innocence. How could I ever be frustrated? How could I ever lose?
Because of schedules. Not wanting to be late. Long seeded within me.
I am not worthy of them.