June 30, 2016

The guilt I feel about that; it cuts me deep. 
Never lets me forget. 
Regretful and embarrassed and sorry. 
They won't tell. They forgive. They tearfully remind. 
They let it go away. 
I hope. It is my hope. Hope I hold. 
That they will not be hurt forever because of my thoughtlessness. 
If i'd've only thought. 

I scroll through and stare and feel it deeply. I close my eyes and the pain is inside. I'll do it differently next time. 

Just look at their perfect innocence. How could I ever be frustrated? How could I ever lose?
Because of schedules. Not wanting to be late. Long seeded within me. 
I am not worthy of them. 

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