September 15, 2011
almost 40 weeks.
made it to the temple today. maybe the last time in a while...maybe not.
I'm tired. my face is sore. and for some reason I feel REALLY REALLY good. I got this new perspective driving today that reminded me of a bad car wreck collin and I got into after just one month of marriage (the one that totaled my car and has plagued us with carlessness ever since. wa wa.) But I was thinking...say we had died or something....it would be tragic, but I guess it'd be okay in the long run. I mean, I believe in the afterlife and all. BUT then we'd have to wait till the resurrection (when we receive our bodies back in perfect condition for eternity) to have children! But we didn't die! And I get to have a child. And honestly...let's face it...I GET to experience Bells Palsy and learn from it. And we GET to experience swimming and cuddling and broken arms and eating and warm and cold and everything. We have BODIES. They are so wonderful. They are amazing miracles.
Every day is a gift, man. And I'm sure glad I get to spend mine with CS.