true happiness and a little stress.

i was laying there in birth class yesterday, instructor starting another relaxation exercise, and as I was breathing and relaxing, babe was moving around so much. the happiest feeling just came over my entire body. i would rub back and s/he'd move and back and forth and back and forth. and then "collin and i are going to have a kid! What the heck!?!" i forgot everything bad ever and was just glad. beaming. it felt really good.

is this true happiness?

poor collin took a Vicodin that morning for the muscle pain he's been experiencing and then he ran to the instructor's bathroom and threw up in the sink. my brother came and got him luckily, and then i watched the most amazing water birthing video in my life. it was about women in Russia. man they were calm. this one woman just was so patient. the head came out and then she just waited, calmly, for the rest to come on its own instead of forcing or pushing. it really seemed to be less uncomfortable. i want to do that.

so with the true happiness comes a little stress: collin being sick and my dad having some heart issues. everyone please pray for them/send positive thoughts.